I Look Fine

i look fine..like everything is ok..
only monica said "there's sadness in your eyes"
picture was taken right away she dropped me home..

im sad..

well..i do look ok..but yeah im totally sad because of my dad's health..
i cannot communicate what i feel to anybody..i lost that ability..
i remember what Bono said on his song 'sometimes you cant make it on your own'
maybe i should share some more with people around me