we are the new family.. we are siblings.. we are the animal kingdom.. i am the oldest..i am the chipmunk.. nana is the middle..she is the kiwi.. ranny is the youngest..she is the flea.. *tupai..kiwi..kutu..
we went to plaza few days ago to watch movie : The Orphan.. it was good movie..not a spectacular one..but its fine.. we enjoyed our time there..screaming..teasing..and hiding behind our jacket.. Nana is the bravest one..me & ranny..dont even think about asking it.. we spent more than half of the movie closing our eyes..haha.. but it was very fun.. we should do it more often..
I went to church with my bestfriend Monica yesterday. I am a Christian and Monic is a Catholic. But this time we went to my church, Aletheia Bethany Church.
We brought our personal problems ; work, family, love, etc.. We did hope that after we worshipped and prayed then we can learn to listen Him better..
* i always believe that when we ask something or we want something, He will answer. But sometime OUR EGO speak louder..so we cannot hear HIM. Or we keep on asking, complaining, begging..and we forget to spend intimate time with Him trying to LISTEN what He would say.. Talk to Him then listen to Him..
There’s one song that i sang on the church, i forget the whole song but this is the reff :
Kalau ku hidup, kuhidup bagiMU
Hatiku tetap, tetap menyembahMU
Dunia tak bisa menjauhkanku dari kasihMU
Selama ku hidup, kuhidup bagiMU
Mataku tetap, tetap memandangMu
Dunia tak bisa menjauhkanku dari kasihMu
If i live, i will live for You
My heart will still, still worship You
The world cannot take me away from Your love
As long as i live, i will live for You
My eyes will still, still look at You
The world cannot take me away from Your love
Suddenly i asked myself ; is it a promise to God? Is it my commitment to God, to my faith, to what i believe?
Can i promise this to Jesus, The Savior? Can i be faithful to Him just like He always do to me.
this is my tattoo on my back.. this is what i believe..
Selidiki aku, lihat hatiku Apakah ku sungguh mengasihiMu Yesus Kau yang maha tahu dan menilai hidupku Tak ada yang tersembunyi bagiMu T'lah kulihat kebaikanMu Yang tak pernah habis di hidupku Ku berjuang sampai akhirnya Kau dapati aku tetap setia.
Investigate me, look at my heart
Do I really love you Jesus
You are the omniscient and judge my life
Nothing is hidden from You
I have seen Your kindness
Which never end in my life
I fight until finally You find that I remained faithful
I fight until finally You find that I remained faithful..
This is my anthem. Weekends, friends, cigarettes, alcohol, laugh, stage, sing a long, drunk, story, drunk, more stories, drunk, and hangover.. *just to wake up and realize Monday will come and hell yeah here come the reality
This is my anthem. That's all i can say. Daily routines of working ; waking up early in the morning ; spending 08.00-16.00 in the office ; going home to rest and sleep and just waiting the next morning come. I do feel like a zombie, living life like a robot, its like healing air but i don't breath.
it's in bahasa indonesia, i might ask permission from JENNY and my good folk Farid Steviasta to translate in english
for all students and employee who feel like daily routines poison you till you choke to your death, enjoy this :
Menangisi Akhir Pekan // Bemoan The Weekend
Hingar bingar hampa dalam tempo yang semakin melambat Sepekan tertukar dengan lari paksa rutinitas Satu terakhir dari tujuh, saatnya tanggalkan baju perangku Sandarkan tubuh lelah, lemah, sandarkan, sandarkan dulu
Permintaan dan pemenuhan, terangkai dalam sebuah rantai makanan Sepekan termakan dalam rantai makanan itu Satu paling ujung dari tujuh, saatnya tumpahkan keluh kesahku Bingarkan panggung, rendah, luas, terang, tanpa barikade
Teman dan Pencerita, panggung dan pertunjukan Cairan dan pendosa, rayakan dengan asap di hela nafas Jalan dan pencarian jawaban Ingatan dan penyesalan Tangisi Akhir Pekanmu
Satu yang terakhir dari tujuh, saatnya tanggalkan baju perangku Satu yang terakhir dari tujuh, saatnya sandarkan tubuh lelahku Satu yang terakhir dari tujuh, saatnya tumpahkan keluh kesahku Satu yang terakhir dari tujuh, saatnya bingarkan panggungku
Teman dan Pencerita, panggung dan pertunjukan Cairan dan pendosa, rayakan dengan asap di hela nafas Jalan dan pencarian jawaban Ingatan dan penyesalan Rayakan Akhir Pekanmu
These are my friends, together we write story of love and friendship. Together we have story to tell. Together we share our story. We are the story itself.
*pictures were taken from my account facebook. location : anywhere
please check this song, its from Sigur Ros, the title is Hoppipola. this is my fave song.. few times i cried when i listened to it.. the language is Icelandic, i cannot understand until i found it from: http://artists.letssingit.com/sigur-ros-lyrics-hoppipolla-hgtckh1
i recommend this song for everyone. put it on your playlist, listen to it by earphone. on your YOU and ONLY YOU time.
HOPPIPOLLA
Brosandi Hendumst í hringi Höldumst í hendur Allur heimurinn óskýr nema þú stendur
Rennblautur Allur rennvotur Engin gúmmístígvél Hlaupandi inni í okkur Vill springa út úr skel
Vindurinn og útilykt af hárinu þínu Ég anda eins fast og ég get með nefinu mínu
Hoppípolla Í engum stígvélum Allur rennvotur(Rennblautur) Í engum stígvélum
Og ég fæ blóðnasir En ég stend alltaf upp
Og ég fæ blóðnasir En ég stend alltaf upp
Smiling Spinning round and round Holding hands The whole world a blur But you are standing
Soaked Completely drenched No rubber boots Running inside us Want to erupt from a shell
The Wind An outdoor smell of your hair I breathe as hard as I can with my nose
Jump into puddles With no boots on completely drenched(Soaked) With no boots on
my father was so kind, when we were at Changi he said 'dont you wanna get something for your friends???' so i got few things.. marlboro soft pack special for dimas gunanda (cos he said he wanted to return the money..hihi)..and Vogue Arome for my friends.. hey guyssss... TOBACCO SERIOUSLY DAMAGES HEALTH...
and this one.. i have never tried this brandy..but it was on promotion price..ahahahaha..its around 39SGD.. and the sales girl said it was ok, not as good as cognac of course, but not bad also..
just a few step from Changi, the rain fell just like God wanted to be watering the plants. it was raining cats and dogs and just made my day gloomy.. i was so sad that this time i went to Singapore not for working nor vacation..but taking my dad for medical stuff :( i wish i never go there again for medical thingy..i wish all my family are healthy..amin..
this is orchard road, picture was taken from the apartment, floor 21 it was really heavy rain..we couldn't go anywhere..
few times, i told myself not to cry eventough i was so sad and gloomy.. in front of my dad i have to be strong, i need to be strong for him and for my mom. i am the light of the family, i have to shine so everyone can see and take care of each other.
*pictures were taken by my mob phone..
